Natalie Merchant-Leave Your Sleep

Hands at the two and nine
Behind a wheel for almost four

Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes

Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise

Regretting nothing
In her mind

She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time

The wish is still warm
Like the west

Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced

Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed

Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new

Never আরো in cold
Towards sun drenched solace

She hopes
After even frailness

Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town

Her Will and will waits

TM

Maybe আপনি are young
Maybe আপনি are old
Maybe আপনি are deaf
Maybe আপনি are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe আপনি think people are over caring
Maybe আপনি think people dont care enough
Maybe আপনি feel brokenhearted
Maybe আপনি are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe আপনি feel left out of everything
Maybe আপনি want to just get away from it all

I can look inside of আপনি and see how আপনি feel and আপনি can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why আপনি অথবা I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.

this goes out to আপনি my old best friend,
i thought i'd never loose আপনি until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing আপনি don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss আপনি a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.

it's hard to tell আপনি how much i প্রণয় you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was আরো like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to আপনি i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.

i am depressed,
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have হারিয়ে গেছে my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's আপনি i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
আপনি ruin my day,
and others too,
আপনি push me around,
আপনি think আপনি are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, আপনি are such a tool".

can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
আপনি are not the same as i thought আপনি were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
আপনি are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i প্রণয় you

Imagine two different persons,
and yet, the same.


The person who's living
life for others
will stay.
That's the person who
has no life,
the person who
needed to devote
all these years to someone
who lives in memories,
to someone who
cares for all these past days
they have lived together.


The person who's dying
along with all these memories
is sitting in the dark.
That person remembers.
That person had a dream once.
That person see no light,
tho the other one used to be
the light of all these days
they shared together.


That person was me.

Behind the door
of your destiny
are dreams
that still shine
in the haze
of your memories.


These dreams
are so distant
and invisible,
though your eyes
still stare into them.


Everything is so foggy
like your thoughts.
আপনি sit alone
trying to reach that
small piece of happiness,
trying to find
a purpose of life.


Dreams, that still
live in you
are smothered by
the cruel reality.
But, they still live
inside,
feeding the memories,
reviving the soul.


Dreams,
even if they are
condemned to oblivion,
live within your heart,
in hope,
in remembrance,
shining in
the haze of
your memories.

আপনি don’t even know me
আপনি don’t even know me,
Yet আপনি judge me anyway.
আপনি don’t even know me,
But yet আপনি say hateful things.
The words that come out of আপনি mouth are deadly.
They grind my soul in to dust.
Those words were meant to step on me,
Keep me in the dust
They were meant to keep me from being happy,
Well it didn’t work.
আপনি Fool! Don’t আপনি see that you’re not hurting me!
That you’re not going to get me down?
আপনি don’t even know me, but আপনি want to see me hurt!
আপনি ARROGENT JERKS!
আপনি don’t even know me but আপনি hate me so.
আপনি don’t even know me so JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.