How Clumsy
How clumsy our hands are
To so often give leave to those we love,
Crossing fingers behind backs
And waving wistful farewells
How clumsy our tongues are
Infatuated with power,
Quick to anger and quick to act
Then begging acquittal of Lazarus
How clumsily we handle
The abstracts we cannot fathom,
How clumsily we blunder
The lines we misrepresent
We are but mites surrounded দ্বারা infinity
Enveloped দ্বারা narcissism
And drunk on false pretenses –
How clumsy
Forgive me my প্রণয়
for i cannot go on
this tourchered sould has givein up
আপনি can laugh
আপনি can cry
but all i scream is
Why oh why
i needed to e free
for great murder
i can not survive
your touch is healing
your চুম্বন is saveing
but without আপনি
im dieing on the inside out
literly
i need some one to প্রণয় me
i need some one to care
it can not be আপনি
for আপনি can not be there
i deal
i cut
i cry
i take the pain
i try
i try
i try
i try to die
but alass
i am traped
i am stuck
relese this tourchered soul
forgive my blackened sin
and try to find the প্রণয় that beats within
for i cannot go on
this tourchered sould has givein up
আপনি can laugh
আপনি can cry
but all i scream is
Why oh why
i needed to e free
for great murder
i can not survive
your touch is healing
your চুম্বন is saveing
but without আপনি
im dieing on the inside out
literly
i need some one to প্রণয় me
i need some one to care
it can not be আপনি
for আপনি can not be there
i deal
i cut
i cry
i take the pain
i try
i try
i try
i try to die
but alass
i am traped
i am stuck
relese this tourchered soul
forgive my blackened sin
and try to find the প্রণয় that beats within
My হৃদয় cries,
every time I remember you,
my little brother,
full of youth,
only a child,
stolen in the night,
ransomed,
and died before আপনি came back to us,
only a child,
so beautiful,
full of love,
they গাউন আপনি because আপনি were there,
and we were not,
life was hopeless,
at least it felt so,
it was my fault,
I fell asleep,
well I was supposed to watch you,
but my eyes could not stay open,
tears fill my eyes,
my হৃদয় cries,
as I remember you.
Do আপনি remember me, too?
(This poem is not my experience, I wrote it for a friend.)
every time I remember you,
my little brother,
full of youth,
only a child,
stolen in the night,
ransomed,
and died before আপনি came back to us,
only a child,
so beautiful,
full of love,
they গাউন আপনি because আপনি were there,
and we were not,
life was hopeless,
at least it felt so,
it was my fault,
I fell asleep,
well I was supposed to watch you,
but my eyes could not stay open,
tears fill my eyes,
my হৃদয় cries,
as I remember you.
Do আপনি remember me, too?
(This poem is not my experience, I wrote it for a friend.)
What is the "l" word?
Is it "law" অথবা "lint"?
Those are incorrect,
But I'll give আপনি hint
It's defined as affection
It rhymes with "dove"
Figured it out?
If not it's "love"
If your wondering what
This poem's about
The পরবর্তি few stanzas
Should help আপনি out
The word "love" is
Affection, passion, অথবা lust
For me, however
"love" is disgust
Hugs and kisses
Aren't me
At least that's what
I tell my family
Not my whole family
Just ones in my house
Like my mother, sisters
Grandma and her spouse
And just because I
প্রদর্শনী no affection
They say my life's
Headed a different direction
A life of drugs
Drinking and killing
Everyone in the house
Isn't that silly?
No it's not silly
It's absurd! At least
আপনি know my meaning
Of the "l" word
Is it "law" অথবা "lint"?
Those are incorrect,
But I'll give আপনি hint
It's defined as affection
It rhymes with "dove"
Figured it out?
If not it's "love"
If your wondering what
This poem's about
The পরবর্তি few stanzas
Should help আপনি out
The word "love" is
Affection, passion, অথবা lust
For me, however
"love" is disgust
Hugs and kisses
Aren't me
At least that's what
I tell my family
Not my whole family
Just ones in my house
Like my mother, sisters
Grandma and her spouse
And just because I
প্রদর্শনী no affection
They say my life's
Headed a different direction
A life of drugs
Drinking and killing
Everyone in the house
Isn't that silly?
No it's not silly
It's absurd! At least
আপনি know my meaning
Of the "l" word
As the light was gone
thats all i saw
as the baby was born
he blew the horn
the sadness i saw
their was no law
ashes always came
i dont need to blame
all i saw is love
sadness দ্বারা a dove
The tears came
while i was on my chain
darkness was on land
their was no man
as i cry
on no side
i হারিয়ে গেছে my pride
they lied
as they live
they give
their blonde
is gone
as the young
has done
The path
is on behath
প্রণয় is sad
then আপনি get mad
height
shows light
my heart
tares apart
a sorwd
went through more
the হৃদয় bleed
now i hav need
i saw a shard
with a gaurd
so that had began
দ্বারা a ungreatfull man
So the of thou poem must be done as the poem i shall make পরবর্তি time so pick your right
thats all i saw
as the baby was born
he blew the horn
the sadness i saw
their was no law
ashes always came
i dont need to blame
all i saw is love
sadness দ্বারা a dove
The tears came
while i was on my chain
darkness was on land
their was no man
as i cry
on no side
i হারিয়ে গেছে my pride
they lied
as they live
they give
their blonde
is gone
as the young
has done
The path
is on behath
প্রণয় is sad
then আপনি get mad
height
shows light
my heart
tares apart
a sorwd
went through more
the হৃদয় bleed
now i hav need
i saw a shard
with a gaurd
so that had began
দ্বারা a ungreatfull man
So the of thou poem must be done as the poem i shall make পরবর্তি time so pick your right
Something about sitting on the lege of a window seal,has some how got my up most appeal, and sitting up পাঠ করা non-fiction books. The nice breezy wind gives me this great big feel. When I look outside I see my green field. Then I look inside at my wide layed out floor covered in teal. I live in a nice big quite country and thats for real. Every night I look at the moon out of my one room house.
An wish my prince would take me away from my bedroom. Only if I let my ideas bloom. আপনি dont want to know half the things I think, then আপনি might have to send me to a shrink. I think being in captivity dor so long makes me think. What I should do during my midnight blues. After all of that its time to hit the sack. Way in the back were আপনি can see a crack of the midnight moon. Then I lay me down in sheets and let myself loose fast asleep.
The End
An wish my prince would take me away from my bedroom. Only if I let my ideas bloom. আপনি dont want to know half the things I think, then আপনি might have to send me to a shrink. I think being in captivity dor so long makes me think. What I should do during my midnight blues. After all of that its time to hit the sack. Way in the back were আপনি can see a crack of the midnight moon. Then I lay me down in sheets and let myself loose fast asleep.
The End
the snow is red and bloody.
The ashes flew
and the damage of আগুন grew.
Poeple cried
then they died.
A girl and boy
needed joy.
Sadness
made alot of badness.
A black swan
comes into dawn.
প্রণয় is sad
the ঘুঘু wasant glad.
The children run
but with no fun.
They make a red line
and the blood is not a dime.
The girl was in her white dress
and the blood on made a mess.
As the night
has fright.
Their is no doom
when আপনি stare at the moon.
Is their a family
thats happily.
We need to grow the hearts
not the parts.
Dont blink
অথবা draw with ink.
We stare
at the lare.
Everyday in the halls, I saw আপনি with her.
I saw আপনি hug her and চুম্বন her.
It hurts so much.
When আপনি told me it was over, I cried for so many nights.
I couldn't believe আপনি wanted to end our প্রণয় for that other girl.
Did আপনি think I would be happy for you?
Well that was a big mistake.
When we met, I felt like I was the happiest girl to have
met you.
I felt,...like our প্রণয় was going to last for long time..
It hurts so much to see আপনি everytime we pass দ্বারা each other.
It hurts so much,that I can't take it anymore.
But, why would আপনি want to hurt me like this?
Did আপনি think I wouldn't feel pain অথবা sadness?
Well আপনি thought wrong.
আপনি want to know how I feel?
I feel betrayed.
I feel like আপনি grabbed a ছুরি and...
Just cut it in pieces..
I...I can't go on like this..I just can't..
It..it hurts so much...
I saw আপনি hug her and চুম্বন her.
It hurts so much.
When আপনি told me it was over, I cried for so many nights.
I couldn't believe আপনি wanted to end our প্রণয় for that other girl.
Did আপনি think I would be happy for you?
Well that was a big mistake.
When we met, I felt like I was the happiest girl to have
met you.
I felt,...like our প্রণয় was going to last for long time..
It hurts so much to see আপনি everytime we pass দ্বারা each other.
It hurts so much,that I can't take it anymore.
But, why would আপনি want to hurt me like this?
Did আপনি think I wouldn't feel pain অথবা sadness?
Well আপনি thought wrong.
আপনি want to know how I feel?
I feel betrayed.
I feel like আপনি grabbed a ছুরি and...
Just cut it in pieces..
I...I can't go on like this..I just can't..
It..it hurts so much...
I DON’T KNOW WHAT I OWN A হৃদয় অথবা A MIND
GOD KNOWS IF I AM REALLY LOGICAL অথবা I AM INOCENT AND KIND
I KNOW WHATS WRONG FOR ME AND ALSO WHAT IS RIGHT
BUT STILL MY MIND AND হৃদয় ALWAYS FIGHT
হৃদয় GOES IN SOME WAY AND MIND GOES SOMEWHERE ELSE
MIND SEES WHATS GOOD AND BAD BUT HEART’S SIGHT GOES ON HOW IT SOUNDS AND SMELLS
WHEN I HEAR TO MY MIND MY হৃদয় IS SAD
BUT IT DOESN’T KNOW IN FUTURE IT WOULD BE BAD
MY MIND IS PROUD OF ITS INTELLIGENCE
AND IT WANTS ME TO BE ITS EVIDENCE
HOW COULD I BE HAPPY
WHEN MY MIND IS FINE BUT হৃদয় IS HAVING CRANNY
AND I দোল IN BETWEEN
ALWAYS ONE IS GLOOMY AND OTHER IS SHEEN
IT’S ME WHO ALWAYS HAS TO SUFFER
FOR MAKING MY SOUL SAD I’LL CALL THEM DUFFER
BUT I প্রণয় MY হৃদয় AND ALSO MY MIND
MAY BE THEY AREN’T PERFECT, BUT THERES SOME PERFECTION THAT IN THEM I CAN FIND.
GOD KNOWS IF I AM REALLY LOGICAL অথবা I AM INOCENT AND KIND
I KNOW WHATS WRONG FOR ME AND ALSO WHAT IS RIGHT
BUT STILL MY MIND AND হৃদয় ALWAYS FIGHT
হৃদয় GOES IN SOME WAY AND MIND GOES SOMEWHERE ELSE
MIND SEES WHATS GOOD AND BAD BUT HEART’S SIGHT GOES ON HOW IT SOUNDS AND SMELLS
WHEN I HEAR TO MY MIND MY হৃদয় IS SAD
BUT IT DOESN’T KNOW IN FUTURE IT WOULD BE BAD
MY MIND IS PROUD OF ITS INTELLIGENCE
AND IT WANTS ME TO BE ITS EVIDENCE
HOW COULD I BE HAPPY
WHEN MY MIND IS FINE BUT হৃদয় IS HAVING CRANNY
AND I দোল IN BETWEEN
ALWAYS ONE IS GLOOMY AND OTHER IS SHEEN
IT’S ME WHO ALWAYS HAS TO SUFFER
FOR MAKING MY SOUL SAD I’LL CALL THEM DUFFER
BUT I প্রণয় MY হৃদয় AND ALSO MY MIND
MAY BE THEY AREN’T PERFECT, BUT THERES SOME PERFECTION THAT IN THEM I CAN FIND.
Time...
It keeps moving foward
Regardless of those who are forced
To সরানো along with it
Time moves to the future
Is it fate that guides us
অথবা just a ripple effect of your thoughts
And actions we give out
Like a stone thrown into the water...
We are born into time
And the future is ahead
Waiting for us
To produce it
We are told the future is ours
But many take it for granted
Living our life with greed and pride
Never do we think twice, the অ্যাঞ্জেল and devil
On your shoulders have grown bored
Our conscience is a gift
If not used it will rot
An empty soul is an empty mind
Keep it open and keep it full
For all are different and yet we are the same
Part of the never ending journey through time...
the world is damned.
আপনি hide your fear and
think you're safe.
But fear finds everyone
sooner অথবা later.
আপনি hide your feelings
not to be hurt.
আপনি lock your heart
not to feel.
আপনি choose the words
covered with lies,
since the truth might
lead to repentance.
So আপনি run to where
আপনি find your peace.
আপনি run there to find
your comfort.
The place of your own
creation,
place full of hope,
your shelter.
In there you're alive,
in the place
of your mind.
The place where you
release all your desires,
place where আপনি hide
from your own failures.
