Meg took Cas’ scarred hands in hers and looked at them closely.
“Where did আপনি leave the bandage?” she asked.
“Bathroom” Cas mumbled numb.
Meg let go of him and climbed off the bed. She left the room and headed to the bathroom. She opened the door and held her breath.
Cas pushed himself up and stumbled out of bed. He staggered to the window and opened it. He looked down and tried to figure out the best way to fall down. He had to be dead, not crippled.
Meg cleaned up the blood and collected the bandage, before she went back to Cas’ room. She opened the door and dropped the bandage. Cas was sitting on the edge of the window.
“What are আপনি doing?” Meg asked careful, trying not to scare him. “Get of off there”
Cas shook his head. “I have to die. The voice ব্যক্ত I have to die” he explained cryptic.
“What voice? What are আপনি talking about?” Meg asked confused as she slowly walked towards him.
“The voice in my head. আপনি heard it, too. He ব্যক্ত awful things to you, when I was in the hospital” Cas ব্যক্ত trembling.
“No, Cas” Meg responded, getting a bit terrified. “That was you. Those words came out of your mouth. আপনি ব্যক্ত them, no one else”
“I thought আপনি of all people would understand” Cas ব্যক্ত defeated. He was about to jump, when Meg grabbed his arm and pulled him back inside. She quickly locked the windows and walked back to the door to collect the bandage. She winded them around Cas’ hands, tying him up.
“What are আপনি doing?” Cas mumbled careless.
“Maybe you’re willing to give up, but I’m not. I will figure out what it is that’s driving আপনি nuts” Meg replied passionately. “Oh, and আপনি know how they tell আপনি to listen to the voice inside you?” Cas nodded. “Don’t” Meg added and she tied Cas’ hands onto the bed. “Stay here”
Since Cas was tied up, he had no other choice then to watch her go. He had no idea how long she’d be gone, so he’d have to সরানো fast.